TO AN ATHLETE DYING YOUNG
By A. E. Housman
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TO AN ATHLETE DYING YOUNG
By A. E. Housman
New development today wasn't good. So we're on medical management now. Just going to make each day fabulous until they aren't. Hopefully I have a little more time.
I can hardly bear to think about it even though I know I'm doing the right thing for him. I just want his days to be beautiful and fun--not sad and in a doggie hospital, taking chemo that will make him feel horrible so that I'll get more time with him.
I'm supposed to have 6 or 8 more years with him. I'm supposed to let him be the litmus test to give two paws up when I meet the man I marry. I'm supposed to worry about how Mr Grouch (who growls at anyone under 11) will act around my babies.
We went to PetsMart (where he's gone to daycare for 8 years) to say goodbye to the lovely Miss T and the guys. I'm pretty sure we all cried seeing our little guy run through the back one last time and want to go in the play room--even his big burly dude of a best friend.
It's hard to look at Murphy and realize he's that sick. He's still a sweet little monster. He started chewing on his favorite bone the second we got in the car. Just like he always does. Not a care in the world.
Thanks for letting me post this. Please don't feel obligated to comment. I just needed to write this down. In fact, don't comment. I lose it when people are nice to me.
xxoo
Jenni
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